sibah

this Ramadan…..

We had so many discussions, e.g meetings, usrahs, research project.

Alhamdulillah, the research has ended, but my editing is not yet finish. At first, I was frustrated with the other gp members for not staying back, but then, alhamdulillah they went back. the research need just few amendments. So there’s nothing much to do anyway…

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I had done so much thinking…..

I was thinking…

have I done enough work for Islam?

no, I have not..

have I touched all the hearts that I’ve met?

no, I have not even touch any..

have I succeed in conveying the message of Islam to others?

I was looking around, at my friends, my colleagues..

yet I failed to see what I wanted to see..

My dearest friends..

I had so much that I wanted to share with you.. but I didn’t..

Sometimes  I think twice before saying it to you.. Sometimes I end up not telling you..

I am sorry..

Sometimes, when I saw you doing something that not according to Islamic principles, I’m sorry that I didn’t stop you..Sometimes, I used my sarcasm, I told you in a funny way so that you will be less affected.. I am sorry.. I should have stop you..

My dear friends, Islam is a wonderful religion.. I wished to tell you everyday about Islam, so that you will understand.. but  I didn’t tell you.. I thought I might bored you.. I am sorry that I didn’t tell you enough how great Islam is..

I wanted to share with you my vision and my mission.. but I am sorry it scared you, and it made you ran away from me.. I am not any missionary.. I am your friend…

When I closed my eyes, I imagined whom I wished to see in heavens with me.. I can imagine all of my friends..

tears started to flow..

My friends, I can only tell you how great Islam is, how wonderful is Allah’s blessing.. but the rest is up to you..

Don’t run away from Allah’s blessings..

Cover your aurah..

Protect yourself from fitnah..

If you enjoy coupling, you’ll enjoy more if you keep it for Allah..

I dint do this for my own benefit..

I do this because I love you as my sahabah..

I pray that you’ll get HIS hidayah one day..

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Nasibah TY

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