sibah

When I was writing this, I was
listening to a great nasyeed, my mum is amazing.. It makes me missing my mom
and my family so much.. today, I went to radiological department of HTAA. I saw
a 20 year old boy, with swollen eyes.. it was normal to see teenagers around
the hospital, as they always involved in accident..but, this time it was
different.. he was caught by the police when he was trying to steal from a
house.. he looked so young.. I was very sad.. Alhamdulillah I was not born in a
poor family.. alhamdulillah all my sisters and brothers also born in my
family.. I could not imagine, one of us had to steal because he wanted to make
sure that all of us not in starvation.. I pray to Allah that He will grant me
wealth, but I am also afraid that I couldn’t be like Abdurrahman bin Auf.. have
you heard his story? He was indeed a good sahabah.. May I found someone like
him in my life.. Ameen.. let me share the story with all of you..

He was one the sahabat yang
dijamin syurga.. he reverted to Islam 2 days after Abu Bakar.. he went to
Madinah when Rasulullah announced about the hijrah.. when he arrived there, he
met with one sahabah (Ansar).. I couldn’t recall his name.. his sahabah offered
him one of his wives and his wealth. But he denied all the offer and asked the
sahabah to show him where the market is.. he was a famous businessman..
everywhere he went insya Allah, he will find wealth.. there is a famous saying
from another sahabah said that if Abdurrahman took a stone from a bushes, he
will find gold beneath the stone… despite being too rich.. he never forget to
contribute to Islam.. even in Tabuk, he offered too much of his wealth, until
Rasulullah asked him, do you left something for your family.. he answered, he
left something bigger and more valuable..of course, pahala yang besar buat
keluarga Abdurrahman.. even if I was to be his wife, I don’t know if I can
sacrifice in that way.. He must have very very good wives.. (he has 4 wives)..

 
Wealth is everyone’s dream.. it’s
one of the world tribulations..not to have one, and promising that once we’re
rich, we’ll help everybody is totally different from those having it.. if you
wanted to start contributing start it when you’re poor.. because insya Allah
when you’re rich, these wealth wont be so much problem to you..

9.17 am 8 th March 2008

Alhamdulillah, dah dpt vote.. can’t wait for the result.. I hope Allah will help us to win this election.. but even if we wont, I know He must do it for a reason.. there’s always hikmah in anything.. it’s just beyond our thinking sometimes..

Actually this election helps me a lot.. sometimes when we think like there’s no more hope.. that we failed to convince people to choose wisely.. and failed to convince people how important it is to vote! Allah’s help will come..

Some people just dont care.. i hope they know whatever they choose to do, it will determine the outcome of dakwah in the next five years.. our television, newspapers keep highlighting the wrong issues.. we can change that! some people rather do the talking, but when it comes to act.. they did actually nothing.. i am sad.. i hope Allah will help us..

Islam never win with numbers.. Even if all the muslim turn their back from Islam, from their responsibilities, Islam never lose. We are the one who lose the battle.. We should realize that hidayah that being granted for Allah can be withdrawn from us at any time.. there are so many people out there whose dying.. their hearts are dying.. we need to help them.. As long as the muslim do their work.. Eventhough it’s not enough.. Maybe Allah will forgive us and put us in place among the sahabah and get to meet Him in the hereafter..

imagine if we choose wrongly.. in the next 5 years.. our generation will meet greater challenges.. nanti semuanya nak jadi penyanyi.. esp the malays.. it may not occur in your family.. but if you go kat  pedalaman.. you’ll see… orang2 kat kampung plak, masih ramai yang tak paham.. they are still holding to their principle.. why? it’s not their fault.. their source of knowledge esp on current issues, cume newspaper.. negara maju, terkenal seantara dunia.. takde masalah…it’s not their fault that our newspaper never make us into a thinker.. a critical thinker.. yang tak ikut sahaja..

we are the new generation, we need to make a change.. we can change it.. so dont make a fuss without an act!

I’m always emotional when it comes to this issue.. but I hope ini semua berlandaskan islam.. marah kerana cintakan Islam..

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