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Luqman dah kahwin..Imran is in US..Suhaib kat UiTM.. so there’s only 5 of us left.. hehe, I think I have empty-nest syndrome.. (this is the syndrome that the elderly suffered when their kids left home, it is some sort of depression).. Actually, I dont think I’m the one who suffered from it.. mama lah.. hari2 asek ckp tak lalu..hehe.. I guess she missed seeing all of us together.. 6 sket sgt lah.. I think I’ll promote to everyone to have at least 10 kids..hehe, Imran..take a good care of yourself outside there.. I miss you buddy!

Anyway, selamat mnjalani ibadah puasa dan mencri lailatul qadar!and pls read this to help you celebrate this Eid…

Actually I’m waiting for my friends to send me their corrected proposal so that I can fwd it to Dr Niza..I guess I shouldn’t wait anymore.. ok lah, dont forget to pray for the muslims in Palestine..

May all of us be blessed in this holy month of Ramadhan…

this Ramadan…..

We had so many discussions, e.g meetings, usrahs, research project.

Alhamdulillah, the research has ended, but my editing is not yet finish. At first, I was frustrated with the other gp members for not staying back, but then, alhamdulillah they went back. the research need just few amendments. So there’s nothing much to do anyway…

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I had done so much thinking…..

I was thinking…

have I done enough work for Islam?

no, I have not..

have I touched all the hearts that I’ve met?

no, I have not even touch any..

have I succeed in conveying the message of Islam to others?

I was looking around, at my friends, my colleagues..

yet I failed to see what I wanted to see..

My dearest friends..

I had so much that I wanted to share with you.. but I didn’t..

Sometimes  I think twice before saying it to you.. Sometimes I end up not telling you..

I am sorry..

Sometimes, when I saw you doing something that not according to Islamic principles, I’m sorry that I didn’t stop you..Sometimes, I used my sarcasm, I told you in a funny way so that you will be less affected.. I am sorry.. I should have stop you..

My dear friends, Islam is a wonderful religion.. I wished to tell you everyday about Islam, so that you will understand.. but  I didn’t tell you.. I thought I might bored you.. I am sorry that I didn’t tell you enough how great Islam is..

I wanted to share with you my vision and my mission.. but I am sorry it scared you, and it made you ran away from me.. I am not any missionary.. I am your friend…

When I closed my eyes, I imagined whom I wished to see in heavens with me.. I can imagine all of my friends..

tears started to flow..

My friends, I can only tell you how great Islam is, how wonderful is Allah’s blessing.. but the rest is up to you..

Don’t run away from Allah’s blessings..

Cover your aurah..

Protect yourself from fitnah..

If you enjoy coupling, you’ll enjoy more if you keep it for Allah..

I dint do this for my own benefit..

I do this because I love you as my sahabah..

I pray that you’ll get HIS hidayah one day..

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Nasibah TY

Currently, im doing my posting in Pekan for community medicine. i enjoy this posting so much. everyday we follow different units either dengue, malaria, TB, or food unit. We live in a hostel just opposite to PKD(pusat kesihatan daerah). well, to be honest, pekan is not a good place to settle in. i am actually planning to devote my life to the society.. but now, i dont know about it anymore.. even a short trip to chini (almost 2 hours, with a minivan/4WD) make me dizzy. i was amazed with these people, IK Hazlin, Dr Mariah, pakcik mat, all of them. Allah has granted me so much in life, i can always have what i want. Allah gave me this opportunity to study. Allah gave me a nice and good family. I have both father and mother that can teach me about Islam. They even sent me to a good school. ALHAMDULILLAH.

A TRIP TO CHINI

I went to Chini with my 3 other friends, awla, faizah amir and poknik. We went to Kg Orang Asli to do TB contact tracing. we try to find the patient’s family members and bring them to hospital or KK for mantoux test (to check for TB status).

We went to the kg and was welcomed by few dogss. alhamdulillah, nothing happened. We were quite amazed of their house. it was a small house. They used plastic to built it. they shared the house with 3 families! it is quite contradictory, they treasure the plastic but we thrash ours. the children didnt go to school. sometimes they have to work. even when the gov have built Rumah Penempatan Semula, they refused to move in, so most of the houses left empty. i dont know, maybe they were so "zuhud" and "syukur" of what they have. tatau la how to help them. we have to. we learned from seerah, that Rasulullah started dakwah with the poor first. and most of them turned out to be a good leader. maybe those Orang Asli should be given a chance to. i guess if we really want to help them, we need to ask for their opinion. we cant force them to be like us. to live like us.

SAD DAY.

when we walked from one house to another, poknik told us that our senior has passed away because of MVA. we only respond by saying innalillah.. when we got back, k farah told us that full version of the story with full of emotions. i keep thinking about allahyarham dr fairuz again & again. his wife delivered 2 days after the incident. he practiced medicine about 3 years only after 7 years of study.

our life is so short, yet we want to do everything. we must not forget that we need to prepare our life for the hereafter. for those who fail to do that, will end up having disgrace in both world.

Ya Allah thanks for the hidayah that u have given me. I pitied those who fail to see. I must help them see what I’ve seen. Those who call themselves a muslim, let us WORK HARD. Islam is given to us not to be kept in ur heart & being good on your own is not enough!